I have had a similar experience. I have changed from a committed judeophillic person to an anti-anti-anti-Semite. Some people would eliminate the first two “antis“. I do not care. This is how it happened.
First, reading the blog from a lucid ultra orthodox Jew, which I recommend to all you.
This will convince you that the Jewish orthodox interests are not Western interests. Still, they are compatible, even they will bring along the destruction of Christian sites in Israel. I can live without that. It will also convince you that there is nothing contemptible in Islam, that it is not in Judaism. Sexual mutilation (circumcision is a ritual and symbolic sexual mutilation), insane (for today’s hygienic standards) food taboos, repulsion of human images, etc. The difference is the universalistic and bellicose approach.
Second, the knowledge of the overrepresentation of Jews in revolution and in the subversion of Western (Christian) civilization, which I discovered in this blog. The list of revolutionary Jews is breathtaking.
Third, I discovered this traditional Catholic site and the magazine. I am reading the book, whose main thesis is that , after Jesus, Jews are only those Jews who rejected the Logos-Christ in favour of the revolutionary Barrabas. It explains things like the repulsion they feel for the Jews for Jesus; all Jews, including atheist ones, consider they are not Jews any more.
I am not against Israel, as far as they keep in check their enemies (which are also mine) it is fine for me. But when they play the victims of an absolute crime –the Shoa as the theological replacement of the Passion of Christ- or when they pretend that we should link our fate to theirs, I say: no way.
El que tenga oidos para oír, que oiga.